Life Goes On
Life Goes On
From the moment you hear those words that some one you love is no longer here you wish the World would stop so you can gather your thoughts because all you care is that your loved one has passed away, world doesn’t matter to you any more whether its day or night because you are consumed with grief.
When I heard the news that my beloved had gone home it was like a dream and you wish you could just wake up from it, but alas its true. Thankfully I have deep faith and an inner knowing that Rob will be with me for ever and I drew strength from this.
There is no right or wrong way to how one should grieve, as we are all different it’s so easy for others that haven’t gone through this to offer words of advise, grief is personal and we all have to go through it at some stage of our life’s .
Life at times can be very cruel but I take heart that Rob and I had the best year ever here in Bude sharing our dream. What we did in that last year together was amazing and now I have to carry on living our dream.
We all make plans for the future, but for me now I just simple take each day as it comes and live in this moment right now, so I say to you all seize the day and grab life while you can, live your dreams and acknowledge those that you love.
My life has been turned up side down but knowing my Rob would wish me to carry on I have found I have much inner strength and a determination to keep focus on who I am where my path lies.
By keeping my mind positive and turning I can’t into I can, I will in time get to a place of inner peace, because that is what we are all striving for to find inner peace and by just simply training the way we think and speak we can turn our life around.
Our minds are so powerful and how we phrase words are too, so just be mindful of what we say and turn those negative thoughts into positive ones. Take each day as it comes and don’t worry if you slip up as tomorrow is another day….
Just for today…
I will let go of worry
Just for today I will let go of anger
Today, I will count my blessings
Today, I will do my work honestly
Today, I will be kind to every living creature.
Days turn into months and you slowly comes to terms with your loss, yes time is a great healer but you just simple learn to live with it, as the pain never goes away its just an acceptance that life carries on.
My lovely husband Rob always said to me “what ever life throws at you, use it as an opportunity to learn and to grow from it” and that is what exactly what I am doing standing tall and carrying on for I know Rob is with me every step I take and every breath I take. His energy of life is within me now and forever and giving me his strength which was immense, so now I walk my life knowing his love is with me forever.
Love and light always Susie